Tomorrow is weigh in and I am not at all looking forward to it. And it isn't even because I am worried about the results. Sadly I have reached an emotional wall in my dieting and I am struggling to fight it. I wonder why dieting seems to be related to feeling miserable for me. Things come to mind as to how I can justify my feelings, but none of it seems to matter as I am going to have to keep pushing on either way. I have to lose the weight. I have to do something. I may as well continue on. Right now I just wish it felt more exciting and less overwhelming.
In the beginning the diet was a new exciting journey with challenges and exciting goals. Now it just feels like survival- one very, very,. very, very looooooong survival. Hmmph. I hope I can re-kindle my excitement and motivation soon- I want to be excited again.
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