Woot! Woot!

I WALKED TODAY!!!!

Oh yeah I am so excited. I said I would and I did- thank you sis! Last night while talking to my sister I told her, admitted to her, that I just don't have ummph I need on my own to get re-started. I thought I did. I thought if I just dug down deep I could find the will power, but I admit my will power was defeated by laziness (insert cool gun sound effect here followed by a dramatic death!!) So she asked me- want to walk tomorrow- to which responded "no" while nodding my head vigorously "YES!!" So we set a time. 

Well this morning I actually GOT UP and DID IT! Yeah! 

Ok...and I didn't just do it.....I kicked its butt! I started walking BEFORE sis got to me, figuring I would meet her halfway. Well someone slept in and I actually got all the way to her before she left! WOOT! (happy, happy hip shaking dance!) 

We did it! We did it! We did it!!  

Hmmm...

Ok so the diet bandwagon has gotten away from me (yes again) and I think it is driving at lightspeed because I can't seem to get my butt back on it. Not good.

The last two days I have taken small steps in the right direction- more water, more movement.

I have to admit that sometimes it is frustrating having the knowledge floating around in my head ready to burst but only having the willpower of a gnat so I know exactly how much I am not doing of something that should be so freaking simple. (sigh) I feel like I have a Nike neon sign blinking in my head "Just do it! Just do it! Just do it!"

No excuses. Just another day to keep trying.

March 9, 2011

Journal for today:

I drank more water than I have been but not as much as I should. My meals and snacks were all over the map and I did give into a late night chocolate craving.

On the plus side I tried to keep decent sized portions, didn't eat as much in my late night sweet binge as I wanted to and I didn't take a midday nap.

And I journal-ed as promised!

Goal tomorrow: Do better than today and share my progress!!!

STRUGGLING!

Ok, I am seriously not doing so well getting back on track. My lazy-itis is getting bad and I cannot get motivated to even do the simple things I know will help- journaling, water, going to bed on time, etc. Part of me wants to say try again next week and most of me knows I need to do something NOW!!!

Today I will journal on here. No matter how crappy. At the end of the day I am going to journal how I did- it is a start.

There now I've said it so I need to do it!!

TTYL then!